my day

0n 27 January 2012..thats my birthday and im turn into 20 years old...ahh!!!im getting old already...but i thing im hoping in that day..i just want to see someone that i loved so much..but he broke his promise...i dont know why..thats the 1 thing i ask from him..im sad on my day..im getting crying all day...but die kua ngan orang lain bole pulak..ish..i tatakap camne lagi..tataw nak cakap camne lagi..i know with who he got to go..but im just silent myself..and orang tu pun cam tataw malu..dulu bukan main mintak maaf bagai ngan aku..tp bile tanye nape xnak cakap..adela kate2 sal aku..aku x pena usik sape2..nak kacau bf orang pun jauh sekali..ntahlaa..i cukup x suke orang yang x tahu malu camtu..cam cajet hot je kat kolej!!!!argh...geram giler daa aku...aku rase da cukup baik ngan sape2 pun tp nape ade orang nak wat camnie kat aku..sampai nye ati tu..nanti memang ade balasan kepade sesiape yang berkenaan tu...nak tengok muke die kat kolej pun aku x sanggup...menyampah sangat2..but on my day just my"good frenz" with me when im saddest..

                                              mandi tepung dgn housemate...surprise for me!!!!!

PS I Love you

sayang...walau dimana pun u ade,i tetap akan cube jejak u...dulu i slalu tnye,u syg i x???u ckp'i love u so much taw by'..bile i tnye u bahagia x dgn i???u ckp"i bahagia je dengan u by'...i tnye lg u pena x bosan dengan i??u ckp lg'i x pena pn bosan ngn u by'pastu u tnye lak i'by bosan ke ngn i??pastu i bls'i x pena bosan ngn u syg..i syg sgt kt u taw'..syg pn pena ckp kt i'u jgn tgl i taw nt'.pastu i ckp'i'll never leave u syg.i love u so much.i tkt u yg akn tgl kn i nt'..u slu ckp' i syg sgt kt u by'..i ade bgtaw u yg mcm2 org ckp yg i x suke dgr..u pn ckp 'npe dorg sume nk sbuk.i x pena amik taw hl dorg pn..tu laa org..suke ckp mcm2..pastu ade lg..kwn2 pn ad ckp xyah cye kt u syg tp i ttp x suke dgr ckp org lain..i try to trust u more..u pena ckp lg'mgkn nie dugaan dlm rlationship kite nie..bile u ckp cmtu,,i rse lega sgt2..i taw u syg kt i..i pena tnye u'npe u  love me??'u ckp' sbb u my sayang'..i cm x caye bile u ckp cmtu..i always trust u n being waiting for u..pastu ttbe stu hr,the last day u kua ngn i..i ckp'syg lau bole i nk spend time lame ngn u hr tu..bole??u ckp'bole je..by nk g mne je??pastu i ckp'bwk jela g mne2 pn.u ckp lg"t kite g jln2 kt pahlawan walk ek.i bls"ok syg.love u taw..i miss u so much".."i miss u too by''...pastu kte blek..smpai dpn uma i,sebelum trun dri keta u ckp'i nk bg something'..i pn tgu jela..tgk2 u bg cincin couple..i terharu sgt2..i dont expect yg u akn bg i cincin syg..tp i tataw nk tnjuk mcm mne i happy bile dpt cincin tu..pastu i salam n cium tgn u suma..i msuk uma then,,tetibe air mata i mengalir syg..i x sgka i dpt cincin dr u..pastu u text i tnye ok x cincin tu..i pn ckp,'ok je syg..thnx so much for everything u did to me'..esoknye i txt u ok je n ckp i nak g kua sume..smpai i da blek i txt u gtaw yg i da blek tp ttetibe u x blas txt i..i cm x sedap ati taw..mlm tu u txt i..i trkejut ap yg u ckp kt i'by,u rse kite nie bole thn lme??'then'npe u ckp cmtu??''tetibe i rse rlationship kite nie ms kt kolej je,t pas hbs kolej tataw ap jd..saat tu jgak air mata nie mengalir..i ckp'npe tbe2 ckp cmnie??u nk ptus ngn i ke??u ckp'u deserve better than me'u had leave me syg..btol ap yg i tkt kn sgt dlu..tkt u akn tglkn i..skrg mmg btol..i mmg x bole lupe kn u..bile npk u,i rse nk ngis je syg..u x fhm i cmne..i've been waiting for u to just mine for 1 year..mgkn skrg u bole hidup tnpa i tp i ttp x bole syg becoz' PS I LOVE YOU'..i akan jejak u tanpa u x sedar pn nt.. 

daftar msok kolej :)

7 januari 2012..da daftar kolej..huhu..tahun nie sume nye azam baru..nak dpt akk 3.50 above..yes!!!i believe i can do it lol...harap2 tahun nie tade laa mslh daa nak kene fikir..haha..ntah laa masalah ape laa tu nak fikir sangat..